Momma please dont cry for me

Momma please don’t cry for me
I’m watching you from Heaven, see?
I have a halo, and two small wings
And everyone up here always sings

Remember me though I’m far away
And in your heart my memory will stay
I’m going to be there for you at those gates
They’re so big, but that’s where everyone waits

And when you see the rain drops fall
You’d better not be sad at all
I’m telling you a story then
Of how I will always remember when

I was so small and fragile too
But my first and greatest gift was you
To have a mom who loves so deep
Who’d hug and cuddle and rock me to sleep

I have a cloud here all my own
See it, that fluffy white one over our home?
See that little flash of gold?
It’s my halo, or so I’m told

I watch over you all everyday
I pray for your safety in every way
So if you find yourself feeling blue
Look to the sky, I promise I’ll see you
© (ty so much sweetie)

On 25 October 2007 my baby Ariel was due to be born. It is also my son Ians 9th birthday. I had to terminate my pregnancy with Ariel for health reasons. Neither she or I would have lived had I continued. I can honestly say it's the hardest thing I have ever been through in my life and have lost a piece of me. This week is so hard. I am going to try celebrate my sons birthday but I know I will be dying inside.

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