Using me for your own ill gains
Not wanting to know me until you say
No money to come see me usually
Until today,
But oh wait
You needed something done
Down faster than a bullet leaving a gun
Down to the mug that is me
Not embarassed by me
Now you need something
Still couldnt admit how clever I am
Or how nice I looked
Still dont care that you hurt me more
than I can ever express
More than I want to express
More than you will ever know
because
You dont care.
Show me who you want me to be
Show me what standards you want me to live up to
Show me what you expect of me
So I don't embarass you
Tell me how I should live
Tell me what I should do
Tell me what you want me to be
So I don't embarass you
Masks
Living a life under a mask
Hiding ever tear
Living your life shut away
So you don't have to show your fear
to the world
Smiling when you feel like dying
Laughing when you want to hide
Crying into your pillow so noone knows
What a life
This life is mine